Chelsea/22/EMT. Aspiring Fire-Medic..I believe in fate, I believe In karma, I believe things happen for a reason. I believe in living life to its fullest. I believe your dreams can & will come true, but it won't be handed to you. I love things that have a deeper meaning. I love space, I love adrenaline. I love learning. I love feeling alive. Give & you will get. Smile. Be nice, its easy.
I remember the night that I knew I was in love with him. We were at a restaurant for his dad’s birthday, surrounded by his whole family who I was just meeting for the first time. I was so nervous, I wanted to die. but at the same time, i felt so comfortable and at home with him.
I looked over at him, with his arm around the back of his mom’s chair and I just thought..
“This is it.. I am so completely in love with this person”.
And although I’ve never had a moment like that in any other relationship, I wasn’t scared.
I was happy.
I was so overwhelmingly happy. And now im scared that I’ll never get that back.
I am so deeply in love with him.
And I miss him.
I miss him more than I’ve ever missed anything..
do you ever have those times at 4am where you get so motivated and decide to get all your shit together and then plan out your entire life and future and then the next morning you’re just like lol